idk.

i look forward to every single weekend like everybody else. but i used to have a different reason than others. but now it doesn't seem like i have anything to look forward to anymore except the fact that maybe just maybe i would have a chance to see you maybe less than a few hours if im lucky.i used to look forward to weekends cause i know i would see you. it makes me happy but now im not even sure. my question is why now? y did you choose now to be tired of it. am i too overdated now? is there no need for accompanying since now you've found others to help you fulfill w/e you needed? because i know that back then it wasn't like that. you looked forward to see me too. just like i did. but now zero hours doesn't seem to matter at all to you...