why am i torturing myself with words that have nothing to do with me?
why should i let it bother me at all? because it shouldn't.
yet i can't ignore the fact that it is. no matter how much energy i put to convince myself that its not true.. it doesn't change that the truth will always be there.
theres no way that i can compete with someone with such unique personality and talent.
how do i know?
she was his choice.
not me.
