angry. confused angry

i really don't get it. why does it feel so different now? talk less. such awkward conversations. what you say that won't change is changing. its too late now. if you've found it then you should go live your life and you don't have to feel like u owe me anything. don't feel guilty don't feel bad. i don't need that. i don't even want that. dont' stay cause of that. i'd rather not.